A virus. Human beings are a disease, a cancer of this planet, you are a plague, and I am the cure.

lunes, enero 31, 2005

70d4y'5 pH33l1ng5..... j4nu4Ry 31

bueno... pues hoy para variar es un dia triste.. dejare el msn.. si.. como lo leyeron.. dejare el msn.. ya no me voy a conectar... se que no les importa.. pero.. ha.. who cares.. el motivo... bueno por si les importa lo pondre y si no me vale.. solo por las calificaciones y el estado critico en el que me encuentro.. si.. estoy mal.. quien se lo hubiera imaginado.. de ser una persona con menos de 10 contactos.. pasar a tener 110 ha.. soy un fiasco.. creo que voy a reprobar mate y lite.. pero who cares.. bueno a mi si me importa.. por eso tengo que dejar de usar mi 3 vicio... bueno.. pues.. solo aclaro que no estoy enojado con alguien mas que conmigo... si fuera demasiado necesaria mi presencia electronica.. pues pongan mensajitos.. de todas formas estare conectado pero en offline.. bueno gente.. cuidese y ya saben que los quiero a todos.. aqui estan las lyrics de hoy...

Here I lie
In a lost and lonely part of town
Held in time
In a world of tears I slowly drown
Goin’home
I just can’t take it all alone
I really should be holding you
Holding you
Loving you loving you

Tragedy
When the feeling’s gone and you can’t go on
It’s tragedy
When the morning cries and you don’t know why
It’s hard to bear
With no-one to love you you’re
Goin’ nowhere

Tragedy
When you lose control and you got no soul
It’s tragedy
When the morning cries and you don’t know why
It’s hard to bear
With no-one to love you you’re
Goin’ nowhere

Night and day
There’s a burning down inside of me
Burning love
With a yearning that won’t let me be
Down I go
And I just can’t take it all alone
I really should be holding you
Holding you
Loving you loving you

Tragedy
When the feeling’s gone and you can’t go on
It’s tragedy
When the morning cries and you don’t know why
It’s hard to bear
With no-one to love you you’re
Goin’ nowhere
Tragedy
When you lose control and you got no soul
It’s tragedy
When the morning cries and you don’t know why
It’s hard to bear
With no-one to love you you’re
Goin’ nowhere
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i tried to kill the pain
but only brought more
i lay dying
and i'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal
i'm dying praying bleeding and screaming
am i too lost to be saved
am i too lost?

my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation

do you remember me
lost for so long
will you be on the other side
or will you forget me
i'm dying praying bleeding and screaming
am i too lost to be saved
am i too lost?

my God my tourniquet

return to me salvation
my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation

my wounds cry for the grave
my soul cries for deliverance
will i be denied Christ
tourniquet
my suicide
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how can you see into my eyes like open doors
leading you down into my core
where I’ve become so numb without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I’ve become

now that I know what I’m without
you can't just leave me
breathe into me and make me real
bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I’ve become

Bring me to life
(I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside)
Bring me to life

frozen inside without your touch without your love darling only you are the life among the dead

all this time I can't believe I couldn't see
kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I’ve been sleeping a thousand years it seems
got to open my eyes to everything
without a thought without a voice without a soul
don't let me die here
there must be something more
bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I’ve become

(Bring me to life)
I’ve been living a lie, there’s not

domingo, enero 30, 2005

HOY me siento ASI

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It’s so much easier to run
Replace all this pain here all alone

Something has been taken from deep inside of me
The secret I’ve kept locked away where one could never see
moved so deep, never show,
They never go away
Like moving pictures in my head
For years and years they've played

If I could change I would
Take out the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would
If I could change I would
Take out the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all the shame to the grave

It's easier to run replacing this pain with something good
It’s so much easier to go
Then face all this pain here all alone

Some things I remember but thought the soul bypassed
Bringing back these memories I wish I didn’t have
Sometimes I think I’m letting go and never looking back
And never moving forward so there'd never be a past

[Mike’s part]
If I could change I would
Take all the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would
If I could change I would
Take all the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all my shame to the grave

Just washing it aside
All of the helplessness inside
Pretending I don’t feel misplaced
Is so much simpler than change

It's easier to run replacing this pain with something good
It’s so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

It's easier to run

If I could change I would
Take all the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made

It's easier to go

If I could change I would
Take all the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all my shame to the grave

I am a little bit of loneliness, a little bit of disregard
Handful of complaints but I can't help the fact
That everybody can see these scars
I am what I want you to want, what I want you to feel
But it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you
To just believe this is real
So I, let go watching you turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here cause you're all that I've got

I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me I won't be ignored

I am, a little bit insecure, a little unconfident
Cuz you don't understand I do what I can
Sometimes I don't make sense
I am, what you never wanna say, but I've never had a doubt
It's like no matter what I do I can't convince you for once just to hear me out
So I, let go watching you turn your back like you always do
You face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here cause you're all that I've got

I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me I won't be ignored

Even

I, I was the lonely one, wondering what went wrong
Why love had gone and left me lonely

I, I was so confused
Feeling like I'd just been used
Then you came to me and my loneliness left me

I used to think I was tied to a heartache
That was the heartbreak
But now that I've found you

Even the nights are better
Now that we're here together
Even the nights are better since I found you

Even the days are brighter
When someone you love is beside you
Even the nights are better since I found you

You, you knew just what to do cause you had been lonely too
And you showed me how to ease the pain
And you did more than mend a broken heart

Cause now you've made a fire start
And I, I can see that you feel the same way
I never dreamed there'd be someone to hold me
Until you told me and now that I've found you

Even the nights are better
Now that we're here together
Even the nights are better, since I found you
Even the days are brighter, when someone you love is beside you
Even the nights are better since I've found you

sábado, enero 29, 2005

Aprendiendo a Volar




que dificil fuE dejarte ir
que dificil es apreNder a volar
Ke dificil es verte asi
que dificil sera volvErte a dejar ir
siempre estaRe a tu lado
para Las buenas
para las malas pero ahI estare
No importa el futuro estare ahi

Heme aqui a tu lado estoy
en cualquiEr situacion dime
Las amistades duraran el futuro algo traera
la desdicha en la Ke me encontraba
tu la Estirpaste

Tu me volviste a la vida
del estado en El que me encontraba me sacaste

Aunque no lo reconozcas
Me ayudaste
que puedO hacer para agradecertelo?

no dudes en decirlo solo necesitaba aprender a volar

viernes, enero 28, 2005

Paso La Vida Pensando

Yo te llevo muy dentro de mi
la locura que vivi por ti
aun se alberga en mi corazon

Te deje partir no me explico la razon.
Porque paso la vida pensando
paso la noche so�ando con tu amor

Porque paso la vida pensando
paso la noche so�ando con tu amor

Fue mi orgullo o mi estupidez
que me entorpeci�
no tuve sensatez.

Quiz�s no supe valorar tu amor
aunque te ofend�, te suplico tu perd�n.

Vienen a mi mente tantas cosas
que ni yo me puedo perdonar
pero nunca nunca te he dejado
de amar.

Yo te llevo muy dentro de mi
y si tu me llevas muy dentro de ti
Sería la persona mas feliz en el planeta

Se que no soy el tipo de persona que deseas.. pero daría todo porke estuvieras por siempre a mi lado

Pero aun si no estas a mi lado o yo al tuyo.. seguiras contando conmigo para lo que sea.. también ESPERO que sigas contando conmigo.. porke YO seguire guardando tus secretos..

ph0r 3v4 1 w1ll b3 4t j00r s1d3
3v3n d0ugh j00 4r3 n0t w17h m3 4ny m0r3

Si lo Borre

bueno... pues lamentablemente tuve que borrar porke me firmaron mal.. y me pidieron que hiciera algo para no leer el blog del individuo que posteo.. asi que no hay problema.. aparte nadie se dio cuenta de que existia ese post.. pero bueno como quiera lo tuve que borrar.. adios MATRIX QUOTES.. RIP

Esta foto tambien esta en mi fotoBLog y es nadamas para ver como se ve la nueva imagen

martes, enero 25, 2005

... parte 2

BUENO LO PROMETIDO ES DEUDA.. SIGO SENTIDO CON MIGO MISMO.. Y MI MALDITO CORAZON... CREO QUE NUNCA VOY A ENTENDER.. PERO.. SEGUIRE.. HA.. A PROPOSITO.. SI ALGUIEN SABE ALGO PARA LO QUE SIRVO QUE NO SEA INFORMATICA/MATEMATICAS.. POSTEEE... A Y POR FAVOR TOMENSE LA MOLESTIA DE LEERLO CON CUIDADO VA? ESO ESPERO..

He vivido en soledad
rodeado de multitud,
nunca he conseguido amar
pues no me quiero ni yo.

I feel guilty
My words are empty
You say I'm heartless
I used to be there for you
And you've said I seem so dead, that I have changed
I feel so empty you know how to make me feel

I know how to HEAL
I know what to show
And what to conceal
I know when to talk
And I know when to touch
No one ever died from wanting too much

The world is not enough
But it is such a perfect place to start, my love
And if you're strong enough
Together we can take the world apart, my love

People like us
Know how to survive
There's no point in living
If you can't feel the life
we know when to kill
If we can't have it all then nobody will

The world is not enough
But it is such a perfect place to start, my love
And if you're strong enough
Together we can take the world apart, my love

I feel SAFE
I feel scared
I feel ready???
THE WORLD IS NOT ENOUGH

Quiero sangrar gota a gota veneno de su amor

I only know my mind. I am mine.

She always BELONGS to someone else!!!!!

i am
little bit of loneliness
a little bit of disregard
a handful of complaints
but i can't help the fact
that everyone can see these scars
i am
what i want you to want
what i want you to feel
but it's like
no matter what i do
i can't convince you
to just believe this is real
so i let go
watching you
turn your back like you always do
face away and pretend that i'm not
but i'll be here
cause you're all i got

i've
become so numb
i can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
i'm becoming this

The lessons that you taught me
I learn were never true
Now I find myself in question
They point the finger at me again
Guilty by association
You point the finger at me again
I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind

lunes, enero 24, 2005

.....

HOY ANDO SENTIDO.. SI Y QUE.. me FALTAN COSAS PERO SINO ESTO SE HARIA DEMASIADO LARGO... CREO QUE MAÑANA PONDRE LA SEGUNDA PARTE

Lights go out and I can't be saved
Tides that I tried to swim against
You've put me down upon my knees
Oh I beg, I beg and plead !!!
Come out of things unsaid, shoot an apple of my head
Trouble that can't be named, tigers waiting to be tamed
You are

Confusion never stops, closing walls and ticking clocks
Come back and take you home, I could not stop, that you now know
Come out upon my seas, curse missed opportunities !!!
I am a part of the cure, or am I part of the disease?

It Never was and never will be
Have you no shame?!?!
Don't you see me?!?!
Lost in your lies
I know the truth now
I know who you are
And I don't love you anymore !!!!

I tried to kill the pain
but only brought more
I lay dying
and i'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal
i'm dying praying bleeding and screaming
am i too lost to be saved?

Modern globalization
Coupled with condemnations
Unnecessary death
Matador corporations
Puppeting your frustrations with a blinded flag
Manufacturing consent is the name of the game
The bottom line is money nobody gives a fuck

4000 hungry children
Leave us per hour from starvation
While billions are spent on bombs
Creating death showers

Cause’ we are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes, words won't bring us down, oh no
We are beautiful in every single way

sábado, enero 22, 2005

Just thinkin'

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that TIME can not erase

When you cry, I'll wipe away all of your tears
When you scream, I´ll fight away all of your fears
I will held your hand through all of these years
and you would still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This PAIN is just too real
There's just too much that time can not erase

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me


I WOULD BE ALONE ALL ALONG

lunes, enero 17, 2005

The Matrix Ultimate Collection...

Disc 1: The Matrix
New digital transfer
A written introduction by the Wachowski Brothers
2 new commentaries by philosophers and critics
ROM feature

Disc 2: The Matrix Revisited
A feature-length mind-expanding look at The Matrix from conception to phenomenon
17 behind-the-scenes and making-of featurettes
Music-only audio track

Disc 3: The Matrix Reloaded
New digital transfer
A written introduction by the Wachowski Brothers
2 new commentaries by philosophers and critics
ROM feature

Disc 4: The Matrix Reloaded Revisited
Go to the second chapter's furthest reaches
21 behind-the-scenes and making-of featurettes
23 extra scenes shot for Enter the Matrix video game

Disc 5: The Matrix Revolutions
A written introduction by the Wachowski Brothers
2 new commentaries by philosophers and critics
ROM feature

Disc 6: The Matrix Revolutions Revisited
The cataclysmic final confrontation is chronicled
29 behind-the-scenes and making-of featurettes

Disc 7: The Animatrix
9 short films from pioneering anime directors exploring the world of The Matrix

Disc 8: The Roots of the Matrix
Cinematic, historical, philosophical and technological inspirations are explored
2 insightful new documentaries

Disc 9: The Burly Man Chronicles
Probe the society of actors, craftspeople, and filmmakers who shaped the movie trilogy and Enter the Matrix video game
21 featurettes

Disc 10: The Zion Archive
Production assets developed for The Matrix Universe
Concept artwork
Storyboards
Drawings
Music videos
TV spots and trailers

domingo, enero 16, 2005

The Reason

I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

sábado, enero 15, 2005

Dejame sentir

Pensamientos y algo mas:
"Dejame sentir
Ya no puedo. Estas en mi. Eres yo.
Oh hermosa mujer. Como llegaste a mi. Me seduciste lentamente y al final perdi mi vida."

Esto lo escribió mi buen amigo lost faith.. asi ke me gustaria que lo leyeran completo en su pagina...